Watching an episode of a Mexican TV thriller last night (Oscuro Deseo, Dark Desire) triggered a dark memory that I had buried deep inside and it made me shudder. The scene was of a man coming up behind another man and wrapping an arm around the victim’s neck so that he couldn’t move.
I was at the Electric Ballroom in Camden, London on Saturday December 8, 1979, (I had to look up the date). This was the first night of two at the venue at the end of the Talking Heads’ ‘Fear of Music’ UK tour, the support act were Orchestral Manoeuvres in the Dark. I went to the gig with my sister Jane and Chris, her boyfriend at the time. I was excited to see the band perform what for me was one of the most interesting albums of the year. I had seen them perform twice previously in the USA.
Following the support act, which I thoroughly enjoyed, but I was really waiting for the main event when the Talking Heads, then still a four piece, came on and without any introduction from David Byrne launched into Artists Only, followed by Stay Hungry from earlier albums and then into several from Fear of Music beginning with Cities. The place was rammed, standing room only, there was an excited atmosphere and it was very, very loud. I became separated from Jane and Chris, they were somewhere in front of me and I was maybe 10 yards from the stage. I was getting into the music – “Heaven, a place where nothing ever happens,” when all of a sudden out of nowhere an arm came round my neck from behind and I was caught in a tight stranglehold by a man whose face I never saw. Very disturbing, he shouted something in my ear, but I couldn’t make out what he was on about. I kept trying to say “Who are you?” But forming words was difficult and the noise of the band deafened everything. He kept shouting in my ear. I was freaking out, constrained by the density of bodies all around me and unable to do anything with this strong arm lock around my throat. The more I struggled the tighter the grip became. Mind racing, was it a case of mistaken identity? Did I have a doppleganger who had done something awful to this man. Was it because I happened to be in the wrong place at the wrong time? How was this going to end? Minutes went by, I have no idea how many, possibly two or three songs worth. Nobody noticed my situation or if they did perhaps they just thought it was normal behaviour, I felt helpless and frightened and totally at the mercy of a violent unseen stranger.
Eventually the grip around my throat slightly loosened and I managed to wriggle free, I shot away at speed through the crowd away from this unknown person, didn’t even look back and located my sister and Chris and said I need to go right now. Got out of there with adrenalin racing, relieved and explained what had happened to me. Missed the rest of the set, which I later found out ended with Psycho Killer and as an encore Life During Wartime.
Two years or so later I returned to see the Talking Heads once more on their Remain in Light tour at the Hammersmith Odeon, a more pleasurable experience. Just today I found a live sound recording of the very same Electric Ballroom gig, strange to hear it after all this time and I can hear the songs that I missed that night. At the end of the encore Byrne says, “Don’t bother clapping that’s all we’re going to do.” But I am still a huge fan.
Greetings from San Francisco 1977
continuing on from previous post

After six months of living on a noisy Haight Street Kris and I decided that living in one room was not a long term plan so we began to seek a new place to live. I was now working as a filing clerk for what was then Pacific Telephone in an obscure office block downtown as a temp. The job was to go through sections of the unabridged LA phone book and pick out every 10th or 15th name, I forget which, and write out the name and address and number on a piece of paper. There were some famous names listed. I didn’t sell them to the National Enquirer. This was tedious, but saved only by my meeting of co-worker Mel Detesta, this was an assumed name, I can’t remember his real one, but he was a budding stand up comedy writer and a very funny man. We got talking and had some amusing times together at work. He said that there was an apartment available in his house, I think there were four all together. So Kris and I ended up in renting this top floor apartment in a house on 3rd Avenue in the Inner Sunset, this would be the last place we lived together.
This was an introduction to a new crowd of people, Mick the friendly, but cynical cartoonist pool player in the basement who worked for Rolling Stone magazine, Ernie a creative film maker who had made a 15 minute spoof short called Hardware Wars, Mel himself and through them a link to Rolling Stone people from The Tubes to writers Buck Henry and Ben Fong Torres.
The Inner Sunset was sleepy compared to the Haight, calmer, more boring, less counter culture, so we went out of the area to discover and soak things up. There was the wonderful Pharaoh Sanders “Our Roots Began in Africa”, who played at The Shady Grove on Haight Street, the obligatory Jefferson Starship free gig in Golden Gate Park and I’m certain I saw Santana play on their home turf in the Mission, if a little hazy. I turned down the chance to see The Dead, they were too old hat for me and the Stones for the same reason. But strangely I did see ELO and Steve Hillage at the wonderfully named Cow Palace. There were warehouse parties in the South of Market area, I wasn’t drinking a lot at the time and turned down a communal bottle of red wine being passed around at one, it turned out to be laced with acid, something that did not end well for my friend Paula, who literally freaked out. She did recover, however, but it was a warning.
Work involved several temp jobs, more for the phone company, boring filing work. Then I came across a free newspaper advertising something called Communiversity, this was a left over hippy venture from the 60s and celebrated the fact that we all had things to teach and learn – a free exchange. I took a wonderful evening class in self healing and nutrition, which as a fledgling vegetarian was incredibly helpful to me. I learnt things there I still use today. It was all given out freely by a man from Columbia called Carlos. The other activity that I joined in after hours through the same Communiversity was my joining of The Suicide Club, named after the Robert Louis Stevenson short story, it was a place to challenge yourself. I would describe them as situationalists. Founded by the late Gary Warne, a nearby bookshop owner it was a loose collection of freedom loving individuals who wanted adventure, and sometimes did dangerous things, but not to anyone else. Amongst them a game of Star Wars with toy Han Solo blasters between two rival armies in Oakland Cemetery at night, police came and we hid behind gravestones, 30 of us. Amazingly they did not spot us. A beautiful evening pot luck meal on Golden Gate Bridge, with chairs, tables and candles. The cops turned up and were fairly amused to see 60 or so people sit down to a candle dinner on the footpath and drove on. These days we might have been hauled off. A night time break into the empty Hamm’s brewery to make strange sounds in the vast beer vats and other strange and sometimes bizarre activities.

I found a job painting apartments all in the same colour for a shady lawyer called Stan Arden, who owned several apartments across the city and hooked up with a pair of brothers from Colorado, named Jeff and Art, who smoked Picayune’s. I liked them very much and we often shared a cheeky beer in the afternoon. Arden noticed me and offered me a job in his office keeping track of his various apartment rents. He was a mean character, nobody liked him, or got a day’s respite from paying rent, the heavies were at the door in minutes demanding rent money. He once asked me to serve an eviction notice on somebody, I refused to do this and told him I wasn’t going to do his dirty work. That was the end of that job.
The summer of 1977 and I had the opportunity to go back to the UK for a month to see my folks, family and friends. I hadn’t even realised that it was Silver Jubilee year and all the bunting was out. More interesting to me was my witness to the punk movement in the midst of all this. I bought the Pistols ‘God Save the Queen’ single in the week that it reached No.1, someone stole it from me later, and the Buzzcocks’ Spiral Scratch EP. I saw my first Derek Jarman films which I found weirdly fascinating. I spent a week in Bristol visiting my sister and saw The Jam on their ‘In the City’ tour, a great burst of energy. I returned to California feeling like I was a changed person, my hair was shorn, clothes and musical taste were changing.
My neighbour Mick, who I had given the task of keeping an eye on the Chevy, managed to total it in a messy accident. I suspect he had been drinking. It was no more when I returned and there was an insurance claim to deal with.
I started running regularly and my favourite run was the three miles through to the Pacific Ocean through Golden Gate Park and back again past the fields of bison.
to be continued…

While visiting Zimbabwe in 1986 I travelled to the Domboshawa district with a few people I had recently met in Harare, amongst them was George, who had fought in the guerrilla war to dislodge the previous regime, but was now a dreadlocked musician in the vein of Thomas Mapfumo.
We visited some members of his extended family in this very rural area and here we found his cousin, who picked up his home made guitar and knocked out a few tunes in the hut, which had no windows, the only light came in through a crack in the door. Others came to shake maracas and dance, but he was the one I focused on sitting next to the pile of lime sacks. These two were for me the pick of the session. It was a joyful and entertaining hour.

Taken on the shores of Lake Tahoe at Paradise Cove this was a close up of one of my friend Jeannie’s beautiful eyes. The boulders at the cove are reflected inside the eye as well as her eyelashes with the camera lens acting as a pupil. I’ve never since been able to replicate this clear image which was shot on black and white film using a couple of magnifying filters on the end of the lens. The light quality was fantastic and it was a memorable short weekend trip with Jeannie and several of her friends. Dated August 1991.

Always on the lookout for the unusual I came across stylish cover in the road while on a cycling trip around Brittany a few years ago. There it was gleaming in the midst of the tarmac speaking to me like a strange handleless tennis raquet.

Took this shot of a man power washing a taxi somewhere in London’s East End in the 80s. I happened to be cycling past and stopped briefly and caught this moment.
I find the image quite strange and somewhat sinister, as if it’s a still from a creepy black and white film.

And you are?
Came across this wall in all its faded glory on the south side of the River Douro in Porto, northern Portugal just after, or was it before, going on a port tasting tour. I like the two men talking together on the street, the faded lettering on the wall and the wonderfully crooked hotel sign with just a glimpse of Porto across the river under a cloudless sky. There is also just visible a mirrored reflection in the street of the hotel lettering.
The title of this mini holiday blog comes from the pompous tour guide, “Hello, my name is Bruno, I speak Portuguese, Spanish, Italian and English. And you are and what languages do you speak?” Bruno was just too much, he was almost a parody of himself, we ended up sampling much port of all kinds under the supercilious nose of Bruno and couldn’t wait to get away from him.
This was my first trip to Portugal since about 1970 when as a youngster I landed in Lisbon for a couple of days when it was still in the fairly tight grip of the post Salazar regime, long before the coup d’etat of 74. Having had a couple of childhood holidays in Mozambique I was familiar with the Portuguese colonial approach, which was to extract much and not put much back. Unsurprisingly the people took up arms against their colonial masters…

I knocked on the door of the house with this chimney and told the people inside that there was a moon stuck in their chimney. They looked quizzically at me and shrugged their shoulders, so I showed them this picture on my camera and then they believed me.

I captured this informal shot of Fidel Castro, then El Presidente, between meetings at the conference centre in Harare, Zimbabwe in August 1986 where 90 odd heads of state from the Non-Aligned Movement gathered to discuss important matters, like how to deal with apartheid South Africa. He subsequently launched into a two hour speech in Spanish, the gist of which I’m sure had an anti capitalist theme running through it. We didn’t have much of a conversation, my Spanish was quite limited at the time, but he did agree to let me take the picture and several others.
Barbed wire sunset
Taken at an industrial estate in Acton, West London in the early 80s in what was a difficult time politically with the first Thatcher government a couple of years into power and beginning to flex its muscles and put concepts like ‘privatisation’ and ‘monetarism’ into the public domain. For me this photograph sums up those years, bleak, soulless and uncaring.

